LIFE WITHOUT YOU
~me~ at 11:47 PM
so right:(
~me~ at 11:34 PM im so EMO this week... haha why kaya? hahaha!!! EMO-week:))
~me~ at 7:03 AM
~me~ at 6:42 AM
~me~ at 5:59 AM is this another feeling that will debilitate me, again?... should i hate myself now or what? im trying to forget all the things that had happen. i know that its just an emotion that's taking place right now, but why does it exigence me to remember all these things in the past? what a crap! life is just so unpredictable and unfair!
~me~ at 6:00 AM
~me~ at 4:44 AM
i wish i could say it to you before. but now its too late. if only i could turn the time back and told you this, hoping that you care. how i really wished i told it sooner before. and just knowing that you really didn't liked me and just used me as a substitute. no anger struck in my heart. i dont know why.. thinking about it clearly is that i really did loved you. and still no regrets from loving you, until now. im really sorry...
~me~ at 11:47 PM
so right:(
~me~ at 11:34 PM im so EMO this week... haha why kaya? hahaha!!! EMO-week:))
~me~ at 7:03 AM
always ask these questions.
why stay when you know you can go and do anything you want?!
why try when you know nothing's gonna happen?!
why do you need to ask him when you know he doesn't care anymore?!
why still trust him when you know everything was a lie?!
why still love him when you know he didn't loved you?!
This is so true! why is it always have to be like this?
why is it just so hard to forget someone who is already part of your life
and just left you?!
why?! why..?! why....??!!!!:( :( :(
why stay when you know you can go and do anything you want?!
why try when you know nothing's gonna happen?!
why do you need to ask him when you know he doesn't care anymore?!
why still trust him when you know everything was a lie?!
why still love him when you know he didn't loved you?!
This is so true! why is it always have to be like this?
why is it just so hard to forget someone who is already part of your life
and just left you?!
why?! why..?! why....??!!!!:( :( :(
~me~ at 6:42 AM
is the patience to wait for the right moment...
and the courage to accept that you've waited for nothing...
:( :( :(
This is a fact.
and the courage to accept that you've waited for nothing...
:( :( :(
This is a fact.
~me~ at 5:59 AM is this another feeling that will debilitate me, again?... should i hate myself now or what? im trying to forget all the things that had happen. i know that its just an emotion that's taking place right now, but why does it exigence me to remember all these things in the past? what a crap! life is just so unpredictable and unfair!
~me~ at 6:00 AM
SEPTEMBER 1, 2009
today is JINGER'S BIRTHDAY!!! haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGER!!:D
YAHOOOOO!!! BLOWOUT! BLOWOUT!! BLOWOUT!!!
today was fun but yet so depressing. Report cards were given to us this morning & afternoon. at that very moment, my heart beats soooo fast. but i already know that i got a low average. grr crap! why?!! i hate myself. i hate my life. i hate what i started. i hate everything.sigh.. cant do anything about it arrrghh!!! i wished i could change everything:D haha but thats cool. Praise God i didn't fail in any of my subjects.*whew* haha:))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGER!!:D
YAHOOOOO!!! BLOWOUT! BLOWOUT!! BLOWOUT!!!
~me~ at 4:44 AM